Friday, April 13, 2007

Bushel Bush

Sophia, singing to my mother Thursday morning, when mom went to pick her up from Atrium because Maeve was sick. Or not sick. Or sick. Who knows? Anyway:

This little light of mine
I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine
I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine
I'm gonna let it shine,
let it shine, let it shine, let it shine

Won't hide it under a bushel bush, NO
I'm gonna let it shine
Won't hide it under a bushel bush, NO
I'm gonna let it shine
Won't hide it under a bushel bush, NO
I'm gonna let it shine
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine


Bushel bush. I love when kids come up with things like that.

In other, only loosely related, news, St. Pius V is on the South Grand House Tour this year. I was telling my neighbors about how it's different to prepare a church than a house for the tour--what to write in the booklet about the house is a whole different story. You don't write about who lives there, for instance, I say off-handedly. And Brent, home sick with the same crud that got me and Maeve this week, said, but you could do some interesting things with that...house of God and all.

You know, it's been a long time of hiding under that bushel bush. Whatever the heck that is. ;^) (Yes, I realize she's hearing it wrong: it's a bushel basket). It's been a long time of fearing the idea of sharing faith. Dare I say that my Protestant neighbors make me a better Catholic? If they were of a different sort, that would probably really irk them to hear it (of course, if they were of a different sort...they would then be of the sort that wouldn't change me at all).

Lastly, you know what doesn't make me a better Catholic? The idea of joining Ecclesia Domestica. The Catholic Homeschool support group here in town, especially approved by the archbishop as a public association of the faithful. Someone recently handed me their newsletter. Holy pre-vatican II submit your will to the archbishop and talk in Latin to your children, Batman! This same person told me that she could never send her children to the Atrium because it was not such a "public association of the faithful," and was used by such radical folks as Episcopalians and Methodists. Funny, that's part of what attracted me--the Christian focus of the whole program. Yes, it is very Catholic, but it is completely adaptable. Sophia comes home singing, ruminates on the Kingdom of God, brings home little pictures of the woman with three measures of flour that she's copied from the light table. She does "works" with lambs and shepherds and "pastings" of altars ready for mass. It's a lovely, tender program. Nothing stuffy, nothing you have to translate from "the Latin" (ecclesia domestica, which may be obvious, means church in the home/domestic church). The ecclesia woman I know is satisfied where she is--suffice to say, I'll stick with Atrium and the bushel bush.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

(from the Desiderata by Max Ehrmann)

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I agree with your friend, Brent(?) You COULD do some lovely things with that . . . God's house, and who lives there with God. Think about all the things that make it home - not only the house, but the people that come to dine there every week. The host gives fabulous dinner parties! It's early, and I'm just drinking my first cup of coffee of what I'm hoping will be a very lazy day. So, I won't say anything else. But thank you for your musings... what a lovely way to start a day. I'll be singing Sophie's song all day! And refecting on God's house and all the loveliness in people I have met because of God's house.
How appropriate that God's house be on a house tour!
mch

Bridgett said...

Truly, there should be a neighborhood church on that tour every year. There are several in the 4 or 5 neighborhoods that are part of it. I'll have to post later about the tour.....

Anonymous said...

Just curious--why do you seem to be critical of this new homeschooling group?

Bridgett said...

Anonymous: and you are? Just because I like to know to whom I am addressing my response.

I'm not critical of it--it just isn't for me. I'm not a submit-your-will to the archbishop kind of catholic. I am a fervent believer that Vatican II did not go far enough. If you read my blog regularly, this shouldn't be a surprise. I love my church, I love my faith, I love the people I share my faith with. I just hesitate about this archbishop. I think with good reason.

I homeschool not because I want to withdraw into an exclusive community but because I want my children to have a larger experience in the world than several school options near us would allow. All the schools I debated were excellent, but none had exactly what I wanted (I had already eliminated the ones that were not good fits at all). In speaking with the woman who gave me the flyer, there was a lot of pressure in the conversation to conform to what she thought the only right way to homeschool was. And although there are some things in life that are direct moral choices, I don't think that choosing to send my child to the Atrium instead of affiliating with Ecclesia is one of them. I do not believe in a God who would care one way or another if my homeschool groups are public associations of the faithful or if they are completely secular in nature.

It is always sad to me when things become more divided. And this group, reading their literature, is another example of that. The folks who belong are excellent parents, I am sure (the woman who gave me the flyer is, for instance). I have other friends-of-friends and acquaintances who may belong (or not, but I would not be surprised), and they are wonderful with their children. I do not doubt their sincerity, motives, love, or faith. We are both (we are all) trying to reach the same place in our lives and with our children. We just have different ideas of the right way to go about that.

The oblates of St. Bede's wrote a prayer that I'm going to post here in a moment. After the kids go to bed. It's about unity among Catholics. Because, in the end, it's odd that there is so little these days. We are as fractured within the common faith of Catholicism as Christians in general are fractured by denomination.