I keep checking things off. All these things--Maeve's party, Rock Eddy, girl scout trips and meetings and art class at school and on and on. Next weekend we were going to go camping at Mammoth Cave--was I out of my mind? So now it's actually a semi-free weekend, but then it all rolls up into a big katamari ball of crazy that doesn't end until Christmas night when I take a couple tylenol PMs and sleep off the autumn.
Losing my prescription yesterday, though, and having the folks at the recycling place actually find my bag but not find the prescription, which means it's SOMEWHERE ELSE, was one of those wake up calls for me. I lost it because I'm too busy and things are absolutely crazy. I love so much of what I do but on the other hand, taking a breath for just a moment and being able to keep a hold of things would be really smart.
But none of that nonsense is going to happen until at least Thanksgiving, although at that point I will be feverishly trying to finish sunbonnet sues (I do not work on them constantly, I know it seems like I've been doing them forever, but I save them for times when I can only do handwork, like in the car or at my in-laws, etc).
And now I'm going to go finish Maeve's costume and clean the bathroom and simply shut the doors on the guest room and my room and hope nobody gets curious. Everything else is ready enough. Bring it on.
5 comments:
wanted to hyperventilate while reading your blog...so get that, at least you're doing something, I go the ostrich route and hide in my bed, with my head buried under the pillows.
hang in there
So, did you ever find your medication???
I know exactly what you mean here. I've been there, only it seems to never end for me. I've gotten to the point that I have a hard time planning for anything that's not the absolutely NEXT thing I have to do. If I try to think ahead to next week, next month, next season, or next year, I end up working myself up into an anxiety attack! LOL
I agree with tz! Just thinking about all that makes me anxious. I hope the party goes well and the medication is found. I will say a little prayer to St. Anthony for you, too!
Nope, never did/have yet. I've got a refill getting filled right now that I'll pick up today. I slept for 13 hours last night and I'm moving like a constipated slug. It's amazing how fast it caught up with me. Luckily, the insurance company doesn't have anything to do with this medication so they're not keeping me from getting a refill.
Taking a breath sounds like SUCH a good idea, even when you get your new prescription filled.
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